
Saturday, October 3, 2009, 1:29 AM
29 september .
today was down .
extremely down .
was having chinese oral .
kept panic .
couldnt calm myself down .
mood was dampened .
peers was giving me courage .
was indeed happy to kno them .
tried my best to talk what i could think .
but ,
didnt do well 4 my reading passage .
thats what i thought .
was relieved after im done with it .
meeting my younger sis at lot .
thought of going home with her :D
was standing at th lrt platform when daddy called .
asking me to wait for him at senja so that he could give me a lift home .
i rejected .
feel like walking bac home .
he didnt seems to trust me .
thought im lying .
not long ,
called sis and ask her where she was .
she told me that daddy driving us bac home .
-.-''
nevermind then !
th next i heard is that we will be eating our dinner at lot .
thought that it was a great idea .
i was sms-ing someone .
thought of chatting with him .
never did i thought that daddy will confiscate my phone just cause of this thing .
it was really a trival matter .
why cant i chat with boys ?!
whats wrong with that ?
in fact ,
i did not chat with guys everyday .
i thought he would give me a good reason and yet he was just bull-shiting .
since then ,
no appetite .
i hate your craps !!
****
i feel like leaving lot .
feel like getting my ass out of that shit hole .
i just hate th way you do things .
damn it .